It’s happened. I cried when I got the phone call. I was in my PLC grade level mtg. I stepped outside to take the call. When I returned to the mtg and told my teacher friend, I couldn’t stop the tears from exploding. I started crying bid tears making everyone uncomfortable. No one paid any attention to me. They just continued on with the mtg. I am grateful for that. Maybe baby was calm and unfazed. I felt like a huge weight has now burdened our family. Everything has changed and there is not one thing I could do to go back. I slept all weekend with sadness. I am better now. I knew it would come one day. I just didn’t think it would be so soon. I thought I had more time. I can see goofy town falling into the abyss of forgotten memories. My heart breaks for yesterday. It’s so unfair.
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