I have no one like this. I have to watch every word spoken. There is only freedom in my thoughts. I have learned to enjoy not talking or responding. I got one of those cool mini speakers that works through blue tooth on your phone. I took into my closet when I was cleaning in there. I really really like listening to music evrry chance I get but I decided to use it to help improve myself. I'm buying and listening to this while I take baths and.... ...while I'm driving and cleaning and editing. every chance I get. I especially like the part when they say to start with being grateful. Can't go wrong by giving thanks. I heard or read somewhere that if God were to end the world and allow you to only take with you what you were thankful for that day, what would you be left with. It was a good first day of my 39th year. What have I learned up to this day...Happiness is a choice. Everything else is out of my control. (also Vodka and reading help the cause very much) I'm about to go stir crazy with this weather. I've been pretend gardening in bed. The moment when you just get interested in watching what's on tv, and he changes the channel. soulmate Did a little shopping this morning. I like buying my girls' toys on my bday. It's nice to see them happy. I bought myself some high priced facial products to hide my 39yo wrinkles. Might as well start wearing makeup since I am an adult now. No turning back now. Lunch at pf changs at la Cantera. Cat's friend twins' bday party at sharkys. Then my sister's daughter's 11th birthday dinner at the Magic Time Machine. It was nice until the server literally dropped an entire plate of bbq ribs in my Louie. I mean really inside my purse. dang. It really sucked bad. I just started wiping it up trying not to lose it. I know it was an accident. It was all over my new north face coat. They promised to take care of it. Insurance personel will be contacting my early next week. Sigh. I decided this morning that I had one choice. To be depressed or be filled happiness. I decided to be happy. Everything else is out of my control. |
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