Dallas bid no bueno
Austion Regionsl Prep Xtreme took first. We played babies out of the womb. Houston next weekend. Last chance for bid. Top two teams qualify. I HOPE we stay at Embassy Suites. They have FREE happy hour from 5:30-730. No lie. I had the MOST fun with the other parents!! Several Vodka cranberries and too much information that rocked the house! San Antonio is celebrating Fiesta Flambau day parade. We are still in our pjs packing closets and winter clothes. Sergeant Gtz is working day and night to protect our city. We have no plans to leave the house today. I can declutter and deep clean in peace while my girls lounge to their hearts’ content. It’s a good day
Tomorrow’s my summative meeting with the principal. Domain 4 of my TTESS evaluation system. The main goal of the meeting is to sell myself and how much extra work and time I have done outside of the classroom. Last year being a new teacher I was sure the enormous amount of work I did inside the classroom would carry me no problem. Now I know better. Apparently exhausting myself from 7:30-4:00 is not enough. I took screen shot of the 75+ personal parent emails I have sent out. I made sure to mention phone calls, reminds and weekly newsletters sent out weekly. I listed all the events Ive attended. I made sure to include the five teams I coached this school year for our community church. It’s sad and disheartening that my students’ growth in English and in their character because of my class isn’t enough.
Today’s my mom’s 72th bday. Here are some pics of her celebration today and prob all week. Her children wanted to see her but she’s out living it up. I’m glad she’s happy. Life sure has changed.
so the plan is to put our house on the market in May. Build a 900sqft ranch cabin and pay off utilities on our property. Build the big house in a year or two or never. I’m excited. I used to live in a cabin but never with my own park outside. And my girls will be closer to me.
Keeping in mind that there is no Arizona if my past is correct. Just me and my big girl. I miss Addie already, but she has softball games. So it begins splitting our girls games and parents.
It’s happened. I cried when I got the phone call. I was in my PLC grade level mtg. I stepped outside to take the call. When I returned to the mtg and told my teacher friend, I couldn’t stop the tears from exploding. I started crying bid tears making everyone uncomfortable. No one paid any attention to me. They just continued on with the mtg. I am grateful for that. Maybe baby was calm and unfazed. I felt like a huge weight has now burdened our family. Everything has changed and there is not one thing I could do to go back. I slept all weekend with sadness. I am better now. I knew it would come one day. I just didn’t think it would be so soon. I thought I had more time. I can see goofy town falling into the abyss of forgotten memories. My heart breaks for yesterday. It’s so unfair.
Playing 11u in Dallas. It’s so frustrating coming from an AMAZING 12u team to this sloppy green play . I need prayers to stay reserved and positive. Only God can help me with that. It’s only a game.
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