My beautiful stepkids went bk to Dallas today. We miss them already. I tell my girls when they get sad Just think about the good memories.

It's fun having a house full of teenagers. They get my jokes. ;)

It was a good day (minus right before nap when the Birthday monster took over.) All was good after we slept. Kept it low key. Too much partying. Had a family game night and made our own cake. It makes me sad to see her grow so fast, but I know the best is yet to come for my baby.

Siri remind me next year to take my happy pill a week before Christmas so it's already in my system. This shit is hard.

Just ideas:

Have a plan for every day

Create and keep a curriculum fo Addie: kinder prep binder

Decide if I will go bk to teaching MS, HS, take elem excet exam, 18 hours grad Eng, utsa adjunct college prof.

Update CLP buisness plan

Drink 64oz water daily

Balance work and family with a structured schedule

Holiday horrors

Anxiety to find the perfect gift

Christmas cash for Christmas crafts

Double roommom duty

Out of tape on Christmss Eve

Red nosed road rage

Racing to retrieve delivered packages before thrieves swipe it first

Toys hidden so well they will be lost forever

Equal giving one for you and one for me

Buyers remorse haunting me till the new year

Keeping busy to keep grief at bay

Frozen frenzy Olaf overkill

wake up in a 3am sweat bc I forgot to move Elf

Four days of partying: Frks bday, Christmas Eve, Christmas then Cats bday

Birthday presents fear Christmas wrapping

Bladder infections standing in long lines after waiting in holiday traffic