Nothing like sitting in the first pew of our crowed church and begin to cry uncontrollably after u see my daughter's exteammate whose dad just passed away last week of can-cer. I couldn't hold it in. My tears were too heavy. I looked at my husband bc I felt bad for embarrassing him. I cld see he was fighting bk tears for me, and he knew not to say anything or draw attention to me. Almost 7 years of this. I recovered in a few but not without the tell tell sunburst. I continued to live out the long hours of this day. I survived.

M: sand vball practice 7-8
T: OLG softball practice 6-830
w: sand vball tourny 7:30-11am
Lady Bucks club softball agility 6-8
H: OlG softball practice 6-8
F: gymnastics open gym 7-830
S: OLG city playoff game 2:15
Su: Lady Bucks fundalmentals 10-12
Impact vball clinic: 2-4

Next week Addie will start vball clinic every Sun 12-2 till Sept.
I am starting Open Gym every Sun 7-8:30 next week.
Cat starts double header softball summer league next week games every Thurs night.
We aren't doing swim this summer. The girls said not this time.

My my life is for my two little athletes. As long as they love it. I support it.

Cat and her cousin Marlowe played in their first sand vball tourny today. We played up two years so it was def a learning experience. The girls had fun and are only going to get better. Funny thing, the girls played against the daughter of this guy I knew from SWT; SAE tool. Hate seeing that guy.

My girl with a HUGE hit over center field's head. Ive been waiting all season for this!!

This week, Cat has been attending St Mary's softball camp 830-1230 in the HOT stadium steel, concrete or sand. She says she's into softball now. She wants to be on her friends' club softball team and play in tournaments this summer. Lady Bucks. Ug! It's so hot!!! But I will suck it up bc I love her. She had agility training today from 6-8. She worked in cleats for SIX hours today. My crazy girl. Tmrw at camp, they give awards from today's competition. There are two groups of 20 10yo girls. She loves competition like her Grandma Rachel. I'm just glad she's trying her best at something. I put Addie in volley toys. It's just basic training one s week on Sundays. No swim this year. I tried. I scheduled two weeks of tutoring/reading camp. Non negotiable. Few trips to beach. Putting our house on the market. (Skeptical) Building a 1200sqft guest/ranch house (Hmph)
Reading and more reading. And most importantly cuddles and naps.