We have a 12pm vball game then I have a wedding from 4-10 at the Gardens of Cranesbury in New Braunfels. Of course our team has concession duty all day and Addie has her first soccer practice that I have to miss. She was real upset at dinner bc I told her I'm not coaching her team. I'll help Addie but I never played soccer. I'm gonna be missing you, Momma. I'll be there with you. Her Aunt Chrissy is coaching. But she wasn't having it.

JOHN MAYER LYRICS

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"Dreaming With A Broken Heart"

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll outta bed and down on your knees
And for a moment you can hardly breathe
Wondering, "Was she really here?
Is she standing in my room?"
No she's not, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part
She takes you in with her crying eyes
Then all at once you have to say goodbye
Wondering, "Could you stay my love?
Will you wake up by my side?"
No she can't, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

Now do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my, roses in my hand?
would you get them if I did?
No you won't, 'cause you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part

I wanna be where you are

This is what my girls are going to be this year for HW. cat Queen cleopatra and Addie a black Egyptian cat. It was totally their idea!! Love it!

My car died today. $2900 to fix. Such a bummer. I guess I shld be excited to get a new car. Only thing is I HATE cars!!! I hate buying cars even more. Addie wants a red minivan. The kinda the door slides open. Cat had fun trying to find one under this mileage and not over this price and not older than this year. That's nice momma. She knew I was stressed. Sigh. Terrible day.

Today wld be/is my dad's birthday. I have that tight feelinging inside my chest. The one that makes you take deep breaths and sighs. It feels like I can't get enough air in.

Loaded and unloaded all of this stone and brick by myself. No help from anyone.