Addie is asleep in her own bed. It was painless tonight. I'm not a bad momma after all. Thank you Jesus for seeing us through this. There's just one more thing....
I leave for NY on Thurs. I'll be gone FOUR days. It's my 40th bday gift. My mom turned 70 so we are going together with my sister and my aunt, my mom's sister. Sisters trip. I've NEVER been away from my girls. The longest I've been away from Cat is two nights when was having Addie. They occasionally stay at a cousins or at their grandmas, but we are talking one night maybe twice a year. I think I might line the streets of NY with my tears. I'm going to miss my babies so much. I'm so worried that they will be sad. Please Jesus give them strength and comfort to know that their momma wil be home soon and I'll never leave them again. If I had my choice, I wld have chosen a vacation with them. Some cabin in mountains in NC or a dude ranch in Montana. This is something I was persuaded into doing. I knew I wld regret not going with my mom. But I also know I will prob regret going the entire time. Ok that's not nice or true. Maybe just a little. UG this is going to be so hard. We can do this. Comments are closed.
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