We live in a world where unfortunately the distinction between true and false appears to become increasingly blurred by manipulation of facts, by exploitation of uncritical minds, and by the pollution of the language. Arne TiseliusNo matter how nice or accommodating you are, some people can't hide the demon inside. It's obvious they hate the goodness in others which only brings out the ugly in them. And forget not that the earth delights to feel your bare feet and the winds long to play with your hair Kahlil Gibran,Went to the river parade yesterday with my mom. She invited me to hang with her all her old lady single friends. They were all so colorful and sweet. Man and can they dance the night away. She's got more of a social life than I EVER had. I'm glad she's happy. I feel sorry for the women who have to create drama to show their love. It's manipulative and cancerous. I closed the door softly in her face mid sentence. I said ok and walked away. made sure to lock it. It only made me more sad for Lauren. Can't hide your crazy. exhale Been working like a dog Addie has a bad cough Early morning Senior shoot 7 hour wedding last night Lauren gets picked up today 10:15am To go bk to Dallas Client proof at my place 1100 Praying there will be no drama Praying I will be strong and forgiving Debating between telling her how I feel (my letter) Or just letting her go I am really tired very tired Baby Lauren, I am so sorry this is happening this way. Please know that no matter what has happened we still love you. and I forgive you for the way you have treated me this last week. It hurts to know you felt it was necessary to leave like this. But it's okay because we all the know the good girl inside of you, the Lauren I laughed with and discussed important life topics. I will always see you like that. Please Lauren you have to choose to be that person, choose to be good and honest. But i have to tell you that you have hurt us. It is wrong to use people to get what you want. not bc you want to be with your mom, but with the false statements about our life together. You act like you hate me and you are so angry with me because it makes your mom happy. You are using me for your gain. I know you love me. I know we had and can have a good relationship. I believe you initially came here with good intentions for happiness, you grew and prospered here. I know you know that you were happy here. We all know it. Please be grateful of that experience and don't twist it into something bad. Have respect for our family. You are an adult now. You have been for some time. You need to take responsibility for yourself and the affect your words and actions cause you and the people around you.. Learn from your life. take care of you. I say this all the time... every day, every moment is a brand new moment to decide to be good and happy. We only want you to be safe, happy and healthy. We will be praying for you every night like we always do. love you always... ~your evil stepmother |
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