Thank God for this little angel that came to play with Addie just when it was time for us to leave. Addie didn't shed one tear bc she had a new friend to play with. I'm just so grateful we left her with a smile. God is good. Please take care of my baby Lord. Addie doesn't want to go to school. When I was braiding her hair this morning she says, Momma I'm gonna be missing you. (my heart melts) I say, That's ok to miss me. going to miss you too. You are going to have so much fun at school and learn such cool things. You know how you want to be a veterinarian. Well you have to go to school to learn how to take care of animals. Then people will pay you to take care of their cute puppies and kitties. Then you can spend your money on anything you want. She says, Oh good! I'm going to buy tons of high heels. lol Confessions of a Shopaholic. Only after you pay your bills Addie. Meet the teacher went good. When we were getting ready Addie says, Momma do I have to? I wanted so bad to say, No baby. You can stay with momma forever. Big sigh. I never show them how sad I am. I try my best to be positive and supportive to mk it easier for them. But believe me I'm dying inside and mostly in the parking lot. Tomorrow I have to leave her there. Ug I already want to cry. We can do this! God give me strength please. Good morning... Starting the day with this funny pic. The deep humiliation on the cat's face makes me laugh. Ummm be a lady kitty and close those legs! It's meet the teacher day for this sweet girl. How will I ever let her go. This the fifth year sending my first baby off to school. You wld think it wld get easier for me but this SUCKS! I'm not worried for her. I am just sad that I'm going to miss her. Seven hours is a long time to be without her. I have so little time with her before she's off on her own that I feel like it's so unfair and cruel to make her go to school for so long. I know his is for the best. I want her to grow and learn but how can I keep her safe when she's not next me. As we were walking bk to the car and I was trying to hold my tears in..., Addie says, "Yeah I got everything to myself Wa a a ahhh (evil laugh)" She starts on Wed. only she can make me laugh when my heart is breaking. God please watch over our children as they start a new year of school. Keep them safe and help them know your love with each lesson learned. |
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